Sunday, December 28, 2008

AyuChii~!

AYUMI-SAMA~!! Chii-channn~~!! XD went on a "Ayu & Chii Picture Hunting" session! and also read some of Ayu's interviews with magazines..truly, she inspires me! everytime i tink bout Ayu & Chii, i tink..Hey what the heck am i doing?! Why am i still studying nonsense in school, not chasing after my dreams yet?! why do i follow people? (that is where the inspiration to draw or to play the violin comes from ^3^) but then..it seems almost impossible to do the tings i wanna do now..reli..i feel trapped..seriously i feel like quitting school, forget bout exams, forget bout homework/teachers! and start drawing. and i wanna play violin during free time (Ayu's songs! X3) when i'm rich enuff i'll go japan! but yes i know..its not as simple as talking.(easier said than done)
so..since i'm stuck in school for another 3 years (0_0)..all the free time i have in school will be used to polish up me skills and find my true heart. the path i belong to..surely then i'll have no regrets. yes i dont regret or feel sad at all when i got my final year exam results (even if u tink i looked sad) i did very badly (yep bad indeed). i feel happy..cz this is the year i did the tings i wanted to do!! read books during free time (sadly, cant bring manga to school DX), draw and doodle..yea i did a 4-panel manga towards the end of the year too! (didnt continue the story though..) XD but im too lazy to scan it now..*hehe..* although i can say i like it very much but i'm certain thats not what i 100% wanna work on. im gonna focus on more chibi ones. yep..like Raki Suta style + Azumanga Daioh!.. but so far..i've no clear idea whats the story gonna be.
well.thats all for now! jaaa~ ah here are some of d pics salvaged XDtis pic is super kawaaiii~ X3XD!
Cocoa ish shouu kawaii!! (Ayu's dog ^3^)
*~praying 4 miracles~*

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